I made a mistake.
People were ridiculously cruel about it.
And now I'm all blah.
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blah
Last night as I was settling down after working until 7pm. Some people came to my house. One of the girls lives up the road and two others from church, they took me for a walk down to that gross pond and I walked in that gross pond. There was sooo much algae in there it was disgusting. We went back to one of the girl's house and her family was there including her sister who lives in Nashua and brother who lives in Washington. We played a couple of games of 45's it was nice.
I'm realizing that it's been like over a week since I last saw Terbulence. I should probably remedy that but I'm not sure when! Are you free Monday at all? Monique too? Maybe we could go to Mary Anns or something.
Also did you know they got rid of the big slide at Humphrey? It's apparently completely changed over there, I guess there's a water park too. I dunno some people were talking about it at McDonalds.
- Mood:Unhappy :(
The next one was about this cave like area that had a ledge with a curtain and behind the curtain was another ledge and beyond that there was another ledge that also had like a series of decks that looked like they were made from bamboo and at first it was just me but then there were lots of people I don't remember where all the people came from. It was at this point I saw all the drawings on the walls of people eating people whole and noticed the fires under the decks. I started to panic, I tried to get everyone out, but no one would listen. I found a lonely spirit who told me to multiply him and send him out onto the deck and the people would all run away and he could take form of a human. He told me the tribal people would not know the difference until they ate him and were filled with his spirit. They would probably be banished from the site once it happened. Because apparently the tribal people were already dead and they too were coming back as spirits. And then I woke up.
The other night I had this dream about a black family, which is neither important or racist at this point. But I just know because the little girl had that adorable hair that was braided up and she looked so sweet. I don't know the circumstances that were going on but I just had the eeriest feeling in my body. The little girl slumped down next to this hole too tired to move and her father slumped next to her and when she awakened the area around her was deserted, her father was still there but his eyes were still closed. She had vague memories of her mother calling to her but she couldn't move. I forced myself awake, I didn't want to know what happened, it was just too off for me, it was if I knew something terrible had happened.
Aside from dream land. Things in real life are pretty much okay. I'm going to DI Globals :D and hopefully going on this retreat thing at the camp I used to work at. Yay! for excitement. I'm still working at BJs but I am regularly searching. I'm still going to church because the atmosphere makes me very happy, I feel very accepted there. It's where I belong. Still taking classes at SNHU, I think I'm passing...
I'm watching High Fidelity with a super buzzed Terbulence and her boyfriend who thinks this movie totally him and his rad friend Jon. And another Chris who is gaming. We're like the laptop all stars over here at Ter's house.
We watched Nick and Nora earlier. Michael Cera is hot.
I think I'm done trying to be super cool blogger.
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chipper
I'm at ter's house right now, watching her clean because it's like things she can only do on her own and i'm good company apparently. I really don't have anything uber exciting to tell you all.
Two... maybe three weeks ago I went to Knoxville, TN for DI GLOBALS! It was a blast! Ter, Scott and I in one car and Cliff, Johan and Sam in another car and we drove down! The car rides were long and I slept for most of it because I'm an awesome car sleeper but not so awesome at driving for long distances.
While down there, I appraised. It was a good time, I was super busy during the day but not like head ache busy because I was only a studio supervisor so I had like 20 minute breaks between teams.
Tuesday was nothing for me.
Wednesday was opening ceremonies followed by a meeting.
Thursday was DI Extreme Express. Where it was basically a bunch of NH Alums doing an R rated or maybe PG-13 because our standards have lowered skit. We talked about horrible past DI teams. Destination Imagination: The Damage is Permanent.
Cass's team mate nearly electrocuted themselves
Fiber Glass Scenery
The Team Mate no one wants
and some others I don't remember.
Friday was Graduation followed by some liquor and sitting by the pool.
Saturday was Closing ceremonies where Ter, Cass and I screaming at the top of our lungs for the NH teams. We also blew bubbles at people, gave high fives and took pictures. Stupid Texas people winning all the awards....
Sunday we left... it took us like 25 hours to get home and it was intense... like camping but less fun.
And that's all I have for you.
Whoa... I know what you're all thinking. Laura's posting again? Yea I'm a little bored and no I have nothing important to tell you. I should make some dinner and like I don't know like exercise but who does that anymore? Ugh. I'm so just antsy today!
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anxious
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complacent
I'm so bad at updating my live journal. I think it's because it comes last in my life. Speaking of which, things are okay in life right now. I can't remember any emo moments where I was like I totally need to blog this but I'm sure they were there. I have a bunch of pictures from camping somewhere. I also got a new computer because the other one was pointless to fix. Next weekend is my mom's birthday party that should be interesting considering I'm losing my room for like 3 days to accomodate for one of my relatives who I don't particularly like. I didn't offer it... my dad did. Dirty bastard. I'll be 22 in October. I don't really have much planned. In November I'm going down to Kelley's school and going to a Fall Out Boy concert!!!!!!!! Wicked Excited, I glance at the tickets often!
If anyone wants me to visit them at college and they are within a 3 hour driving distance, give me a few weekends you'll be free and I'll let you know! I love you all bunches!
- Mood: content
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happy
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crazy
Wow.... So I made a list of things I should put in here so I wouldn't forget anything. I'm sure I'll still forget something okay so an amusing things. My company is having a bake sale on 4/20 that's just asking for trouble!
Uhh last weekend? Was it only last weekend? Kelley, my sister, my brother, my sister's boyfriend and his brother all went to the budweiser factory. Btw I am such a lightweight sometimes. i have some bud light extra which is a raspberryish flavored beer and a peels lemonaided flavored drink. They also had us tasted some spiced wheat beer at the beginning... it was gross in my opinion. But we all had fun so it was good. And it's free! so we should get a large group of us and do it and get more free alcohol! it's in merrimack nh
Hrmm so I got a new Fall Out Boy shirt, this dude sitting in a tub and a toaster falling from the sky into it. I also got this green shirt with a potato on it and it looks shocked as it stares at a box of french fries.
Okay so now onto somewhat sad and unhappy things.
So the other day I found out what DC means.. like Washington DC. Yea it was just the other day... District of Columbia! Why is it the district of columbia?
The other day I was driving to work and I ran over a squirrel... a little red squirrel trying to cross the highway. Bad plan little squirrel. But this guy at work made me feel bad by putting putting pictures of squirrels in my cubicle one that said RIP and another with an angry squirrel that said "You Killed Kenny" And at first I thought it was this other kid who told me this tramatic childhood experience well a few years ago when he was in high school he's 23 that he saw a cute bunny on the side of the road and then it darted across the road and got killed by an SUV and he got splattered. I wanted to put a picture of a bunny (cartoon) that had got shot in the head and it said "Cute'n'Fluffy'nDead" but then i found out it wasn't him and took the picture away.
To make me feel better the lizard king told me that a fox took it off the highway and brought it home to its babies.
Here's the super sad one! Theresa, a girl who used to work with me there, ran over an entire family of ducks that were crossing the highway and there was no way for her to avoid them without killing herself in the process. She cried all the way home.
Some more happier news!
End of May/beginning of June. I'll be buying a new car. I would like Terbulence to come with me car shopping but if anyone else would like to come that's cool too. I'm looking for an inexpensive automatic sedan preferably silver, dark blue or dark green because they stick out less and I have a lead foot.
Okay I think that's all for now becuaause my mind is gone now.
- Mood:
artistic
Okay life for me is not very exciting. I hate my job. Not as much as I hated McDonalds or working at the moon. But it's pretty high up there. They people for the most part are awesome, there are a few who i dislike and are never gonna leave. Like they'll still be working there long after i leave. One year... that's all I need to last. And the past 4 months have gone by pretty quickly. Like I can barely believe that it's already April in like a week. That's ridiculous.
Outside of work. Not much happening there, I recently had three teeth pulled and i have an infected finger. which isn't too bad anymore. I've been seeing terbulence alot because of di and her being home alot. We painted her car today. It looks pretty awesome with just the paint. She is still gonna acrylic it and glaze it. And glue buttons on it.
I broke up with Matty, who knows how many people knew I was dating him. But I broke up with him so it's old news now. I just don't feel like we were right for each other and we're better at being friends instead of lovers.
I think that's all I can think of tell you, or rather Kelley.
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drained
I never watch the news. I never read it. But today, today I did and today I cried. Sitting in my cubicle reading that story I just cried. I tried to just let it pass by. If I were younger I just wouldn't care. But I've matured. I've allowed myself to know that emotions are part of life and they are okay. I cried the entire drive home. And I want to cry now. So now I have to imagine how people who were so much closer than I am to her must feel.
I love you all. You mean the world to me. Even if I rarely talk to you or rarely see you. You're special to me in some way. Memories are wonderful things. And she, Cassandra, will be missed greatly.
- Mood:
sad
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